RR 100%
19 days sober
Sorry for no entry yesterday. I did do a 20 minute recovery outreach call yesterday though which was good. Feeling tired and jaded today. Work is really taking a toll on me. Had today off as part of the weekend as usual. Went to a 12 step meetin earlier. I think the meetings are really helping with my resolve to not act out. Hopefully with more rest tomorrow I will feel more refreshed on Monday. I'm going through a tough period at work but I am learning and evolving and I have plans in place to help me. If I can stay sober until Monday that will be 3 weeks sober.

RR 100%
17 days sober
Had an absolutely horrendous day at work today. Worst I have ever felt at work/as a result of work since starting at the current place I'm at. The good thing is my resolve rating is a cast iron 100%. I've had to face some conflict at work but I think I am going about things in the right way. I am bravely tackling the discord work is causing me head on which is hard and feels horrible right now but I know it's a better action than simply medicating with acting out. And however bad I feel tonight my RR to not act out is 100%.

I think today reminded me that I am only human, I have weaknesses just like everyone else. I have limited emotional strength just like everyone else. I am not "The Terminator" just like everyone else.

RR 100%
16 days sober
Sorry for no entry last night. I was out at a 12 step meeting which ran late for 15 mins so I was really pressed for time but at least it's a recovery focused excuse not to update this! Feeling quite positive tonight. Have had some challenges to deal with at work but I am learning and evolving everyday and feeling good about myself. Over the bulk over the working week now. Have also vowed to spend less time looking at screens on week nights as last night by going to the meeting I didn't end up looking at screens much which made me feel good.

RR 100%
2 weeks (14 days sober)!
I did really well at work today but I am feeling drained tonight. Going to a 12 step meeting tomorrow night. Did some recovery related reading as part of today's recovery work.

RR 100%
13 days sober
Did a few chores around the house today. Just relaxed and rested apart from that which is what I needed today. Mixed feelings about work tomorrow. Doing some reading as part of my recovery work today. Going to another 12 step meeting on Tuesday.